Rahm

I don't know when you're going to be an angel again and pull through for me and help me out more, but I have been fuming all day. I have a blood curdling scream for help with what my work history has been and the corrupt ways I've been shit on. I know I'm not special at all. I know people do treat me like I'm special or want to beat me to death to reduce me to nothing no matter what I do. I hate the way I've always been treated. I hate knowing I'm too good and am forced to lose anyway. I hate the way people have been ridiculous and desperate and I hate the nigger games people play. Besides getting under my skin in some ways, Jon has been getting in my skin like that again today. He refuses to be called a nigger or the jealously desperate and judgmental bigot he has been. He will never be wrong for the ways he has lived to torment me, damn me, and try to make me feel like the most inadequate person to ever walk the planet. I hate people who are judgmental period. But if people are actually going to dare to be judging, you'd think they wouldn't be such dead give aways or such violent crackheads about it. I hate how violently wronged I've been. I am screaming so violently on the inside over the niggers Jon Stewart and Bree Ann Mackey and other people I have been blind-sided to. I hate Jon's shallow and intentionally hateful rape for what it has been. I hate his guts I hate his guts I hate his guts. I want gallons of acid to be poured on Jon and Bree Ann and whatever nigger mother fucker's have been wanting to reduce me to nothing. I fucking hate their guts for the way they think they have me outsmarted, outdone, deny my credit, being the violent niggers they have been altogether. I could just scream and scream for how much I hate on their's and other peoples dominance who think they are the shit and know it all. I hate their guts so much. I graduated in 2007 Rahm with an earned Social Work degree Rahm. People have done nothing but desperately overanalyze and reduce me to nothing. I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE THE FUCKTARDS WHO HAVE LIVED TO DAMN IT SO MUCH. I WANT JUSTICE.