addendum to scream

Rahm, I seriously need more than just cuteness (judge joe brown joke) I'm sure you have been around somewhat. Jon has gangraped me so hard for several different women. He has subjected me, been sexually abusive in number of ways and I can't stand the helpless, defenseless vulnerable adult I am anymore. I hate being undermined. I hate the way I know people take themselves seriously and get sick on me in the worst ways. I hate the way they believe I feel inferior. I hate them so much for subjecting me . I hate Jon so much . I am so sick of whatever quick fixes there are. I hate my life and people so much. I hate it I'm screaming I'm screaming I'm screaming. I hate people's guts.