Thursday, January 30, 2014
NO.
Can't believe you're going for it Jon. Despite past arbitrage abuse, and refusing to be mocked if it is not arbitrage abuse, and seriously believing you are seriously making a pass at me through "Christi Brinkly," I have to say something more for myself. .....It really does surprise me to hear that you regret yourself. It really does surprise me. However, your sweet talk is not enough. Nothing from you will ever be enough. Even if I won a lawsuit against you where I sue and get money because of your abusive history, or if you were to personally pay me off, nothing will ever change the terrible and rapist actions you have already made. I see you already lying, judging, and harassing me for the sake of my dad. I still think you are both sick in the head, and I still hate your intentionally disturbing rape in full. Don't think I don't get my dad's sexual abuse, and don't think I think you are the only man who would tag team him. You will always be too sick in the head and I'm sick of being reminded and disturbed from your past sexually and mentally disturbing actions you made the choice to do. And in "Like A Stone,": I already said as usual not all the lyrics match. I have no regrets and feelings of wrongdoing. Outside of the song, I've ALWAYS KNOWN THAT TRUTH ABOUT MYSELF AND I'VE ALWAYS KNOWN PLENTY OF OTHER TRUTHS BESIDES THAT. I haven't forgotten about your Calvin either and the number of gang raping women you lived to subject to and torment me with knowing I never would feel inferior...... You are instinctively right about the type of man I am trying to attract, and I'm sure you are not the only man who thinks he has what it takes to keep me with "The Police." I really have issues with the way I haven't been noticed the right way, or the ways I have never been rescued at all, if so many people see the obvious things going on in my life. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I HAVN'T BEEN RESCUED. I WILL NOT COMMIT SUICIDE. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN KILLED YET, OR WHATEVER THE HELL IT IS MY KILLER HAS BEEN WAITING FOR. I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM THE DAMNED PERSON THAT I AM WHO SUFFERS GREAT AMOUNTS OF INHUMANITY. I DON'T FUCKING KNOW ANY REASON KNOWING THERE WAS NEVER A GOOD REASON WHATSOEVER TO MAKE AND KEEP MY LIFE SO DAMNED. ........AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU THINK YOU WOULD SERIOUSLY STILL HAVE A CHANCE WITH ME. THE ANSWER IS NO
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