Hey Jon

talking about life...... ... ..... ..... Well, the title of this blog remains the same. I am hoping that I will be having a better weekly flow of income soon. I definitely should have been more than able to afford a car and place of my own by now, but when extreme haters live to be extreme haters and tyrants, it just doesn't work out. I still hope for more justice in my life. I hope for more rescue of a lot of things, and esp. rescued from ppl who lie. You ask what type of men I like? The type that I know when I'll see and know. Sometimes, I have taken interest in several different types, but there is no category I am gungho for. There are definitely types that I get turned off over. I don't like guys who are skinnier than me, but I'm not out for the meathead either. Not completely like the real Snooki. talk talk talk. I'll just know it when I see it, and I'll know a perfect one when I see one. I have been proven wrong before when thinking a man is perfect. ................... Although I'm being nicer to you with the company, there are still lots of things I won't talk about with you. For myself, it isn't always easy being lonely either, but it has always been worth it to keep myself. I'm not asking you to pick out any friends. You have always been the most royal fuckup and tyrant when you control me how I should feel about someone or wanting me to get along or being someone's lesbian, and the way you have always wrongly judged me as a person. You're just one of the most hateful intentional fuckups I know. ................. I don't care to know who your friends are or how real they are and how much more you want to pick fights against me with them. I know I've remained unresponsive with "Glee," and havn't even watched it, but has anyone ever told you just how high school you and your ego really are? This is not another thing I am seriously trying to war over. I just know you don't know the half of what I really think of you sometimes. It isn't my fault that you choked out my voice and truth for the sick sake of another. There will be a lot of things you'll never know. ..... Today has been a long day. I'm going to eat dinner now. bye.