The Boss Here

Why the boss name? Because I am the boss. I've always been my boss. Right now I can't completely identify you, but if you aren't careful with my boundaries I will be da Boss to you. I have never forced a man to love me a day in my life. Yes, I consider myself being manipulative, but not forcing. If other men lie, men lying is nothing new to me. Whoever you're with now Becky, Tabitha, whatever Kate or Katie in the matrix whoever.... neither of YOU do not have me owned. If you dare to subject me to whatever judgement, I will be even more available and maybe even chasing to the next pimp that comes along. If it isn't even judgement, I still will not accept any will of yours to subject me to yourself whatever woman you're with. Before I would let the next pimp win, it would be after I get fired and maybe a month later if I havn't found a job. If you dare challenge my truth or my history, I dare you to actually look up my history. I dare you to dare me to compromise the liberty of what I believe about surviving and what some REAL challenges are to me. Whether or not you will ever notice me again, I already see how life is too late for me. I won't blame myself for my vulnerability or will to survive. Before some bubbles of mine were burst today, I did feel the Cheezit love last night. I almost cried. But guess what? I can take your Dr. name away any time. Red Beard? Dale JR? ha. you have the nerve to give your name Dale Jr. Who knows, maybe Dale does believe in pimping to earn a heart. But if it is in a backwards way where "oh you have my prostitute trapped," yeah Tom you've earned my heart all right and I'm going to be dumbass enough in trying to be subservient to your sense and "dominance" of judgement. I am open to getting another job. But I'm just as open to letting a pimp win for just HOW LONG MY HISTORY OF SURVIVAL HAS STAYED THE SAME OLD FUCKING STORY. I won't argue against the name "Susan," too much. Susan off of Desperate Housewives. I know I'm emotional. And after our fake marriage and divorce comes along, I'm sure I'll have some kind of Mike come along. I FUCKING KNOW THOSE STORIES NEVER EXISTED. But, if you are going to identify yourself as Carl, you already know you can't kill me. Susan Boyle. I know I never went for a singing contest. And, if you must know, I never meant it when I identified myself as her. Calling myself Boyle was all bullshit. If you want to call me a frog because I would succumb to your pimp like that, my tweet is still the same: B-L-A-M-E-L-E-S-S.