As the Sarah Turns

I'm not going to elaborate on the title of this blog in this instance. It simply speaks for itself.
I also give condolences that has happened in the recent tragic shooting and to Sandy victims.
While still feeling helpless, I try to let the wheels in my head to turn anyway when it comes to making money. I will keep job seeking thoughts to myself. As a crafter, I have figured out crafting has its own addiction. There is something about crafting that I just like to continue with it. Problem is, the way some of my other problems conclude: money and time. While crafting isn't a dream job, it does give me the potential to make money on the side that I would have never made to begin with if I had done nothing with my time in being left for dead. Still, it takes time to job seek, fill out applications, make efforts to get a job. I guess for now, I am having a hard time deciding how much further I want to take it with crafting. There is an investment risk in the spring where I'll only know after it happens as to whether or not it will pay off. I do have more creative ideas in mind to try and I could try to be year round with experimenting with both seasonal and random crafts. The fact of the matter it is still an investment with both time and money. I'm just not sure how much farther I want to go as a crafter. I am having more entreprenueral ideas that I've been thinking of, but those ideas are years away to be able to come to fruition. Thinking about it and the other financial problems makes everything about life feel more and more impossible. I feel in despair when it comes to having a normal, regular, middle class income job. Not that it is me who is at fault; just the prediction of work history and finding out how people are. I know that statement isn't making it better, but who said free expression was ever free or inexpensive? I know I've already said it, but how dare I be the self-expressive person I am? Decisions about crafting. Decisions, decisions, decisions....................................

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