You can't break my heart

You're just not allowed Dale. You just can't break my heart. My best assumption is, is that you could be a wolf in sheep's clothing and I don't want you to. At least you didn't lead me on too much. I have a feeling you are butting heads with Jared and this is about your own personal "Gabby" wife. I know it gets a little confusing because my fantasy of wanting to play the Gabby role by Eva Longoria, but I think we all know what we are talking about. Furthermore, we could have had another collision in a Javier and Penelope arbitrage. No, I'm not seeking to be Vicky, or having a Vicky Barcelona story to ever be truthfully made. I don't know why some people don't want to give up on wanting Vicky Barcelona to happen; I don't want it to happen. Dear Lord baby Dale, you just had to test and mess with me! You just had to come along and crash into me somewhere for whatever reason!?!?!?!?! What reason Dale?!?!?! I hate being led on and let down. I hate it I hate it I hate it. My real simplicity both independently and with Jared is that I will always have a mind of my own. I will not be forced to have a queen or some sort of follower for any woman. I hate whoever has this never ending obsession. My best guess is Sam who wants to hate me to death for being independent and a libertarian. Sore loser for what I said about authoritarianism and slandering both sexes "suck it," mentality and domination games. I'm serious too Dale. DON'T MESS WITH ME EITHER! Dale Earnhardt, you should know this of all people! When something is earned, IT CAN'T BE EARNED IN A ONE-SIDED WAY. IT HAS TO BE DECIDED ON IN A SERIOUSLY NON-DECEPTIVE, NON-FOOLING, NON-TRICKING, HONEST WAY. YOU JUST CAN'T FAIL ME WITH THIS DALE. YOU CAN'T SAY WHEN A PERSON HAS REFUSED AND DENIED SOMEONES DOMINANCE, THAT IT IS STILL OK TO GO AHEAD AND LET THEM HAVE THEIR WAY WITH THEIR RAPE. YOU CAN'T SAY IT IS OK TO DO THAT DALE. YOU CAN'T SAY RAPE IS OK. YOU CAN'T USE ANYTHING AGAINST A PERSON (THEIR OWN REAL DECISION, THEIR LEVEL OF WEALTH, THEIR LEVEL OF GOOD OR BAD LOOKS, THEIR LEVEL OF ANYTHING) WHEN THEY SAY "NO." WHEN SOMEONE SAYS NO DALE, THEY FUCKING SAY NO. IT IS NOT OK TO FIND DESPERATE EXCUSES FOR THE RAPIST TO JUSTIFY THEMSELF OR THAT IT IS OK TO HAVE THEIR WAY. IT IS NOT OK TO LET SOMEONE THINK THEY WIN THEIR OWNERSHIP OF SOMEONE. THEY CAN'T OWN WHEN THEY'RE BEING TOLD NO. MAYBE I TERRIBLY ASSUMED A BETTER CREEDENCE OF YOU, BUT OBVIOULSY, THIS MUST NOT MEAN WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN. EXCUSE ME FOR THINKING YOU STOOD FOR SOMETHING ELSE. Why did you have to lead me on like that Dale.

Dale

Congrats with google! ..... The Watchmen. I think I have already talked about the movie before. There are so many things I hate talking about online. I know I've already crossed my own lines before, but sometimes I would just kill for a more private conversation with someone. I would have to rewatch it again to refresh my memory. There have been times where some arbitrage is not only impossible in itself, but impossible to talk about. . . I have some relief that I'm not being negatively judged or seen as the bad guy with you. No victimization games over my innocence. I'd more than love to keep your company. I'd love for you to be my angel too. I'm not sure what you entirely think of me, but I like the way you're letting yourself in through this door too. The Watchmen really has a good bit to talk about, because there are some things that left me unanswered with the picture of it all and trying to make sense of it all. I know there are some movies that I have some correlation and where I've been written about. I have different thoughts to different ones and whether or not I have any offense to some more of the offensive ones. I guess I can sometimes feel like a little hero in some ways, but I don't really get too full of myself about it. It is like some kind of acknowledgement with an impossible credit. I really did hate the way that I was being lied about in "Savages." Some movies I have yet to see. I still have refused to watch "Les Mis." What a violent damning way to curse me to my face more. lol. I don't believe in movies. I don't understand the obsessions people have. (There really is no intentional intention of working at the recent club "Obsessions," that I work at. ..... Dale, I've always known of your name in everyday life, but I question if I've already missed out on you in sometime, or how or when you had your own time in coming to my life. I'm sorry if I have missed out on you or haven't caught onto you or made a connection. I am surprised and shockeD that you are somehow around and that I have your attraction. I'm happy that I do. ...............................I'll probably be blogging to you more later unless there is another form of communication to be reached by you or reach you, and have a good evening until then! muah!

Booties shaking like Dale Yeah!

That really sucks that your engine screwed up on you on Sunday. That was the first full Nascar game I watched. It's not as boring as it had originally looked. I only got 2 hours of sleep the previous night, so nothing personal when I fell asleep........ You leave me guessing in several different ways Dale, and I love the good way you're making me to keep guessing. Some things still feel a little abstract and I don't know what to do Dale, or what to do with you. hhmmmmmm. Not sure what you really think of me as a stripper. I know you're not for prostitution. Stripping and prostitution are just not the same. If you have a complaint about me being a stripper, you can't complain unless you've rescued me or want to be my personal provider. I am definitely there for the money when being a stripper. I wonder if I've confused you a little on the scene. Maybe you just don't get the time and the place. I have already hated the way some guys have come and gone without paying much and would rather talk about being in a relationship with me. Of course with you, in another setting is a different story. About me: I don't always trust some info. If there was a guy in there who was being a senator for you, I most likely didn't trust him. Of course there have been some men I don't feel comfortable with, but my main purpose of being there is to make money. Almost like other jobs, I don't care, some things I look over. That's all the further I'll go about stripping. I know I can have fun and just do whatever. ...... Donkey. donkey. donkey. I'm a little confused on how to take this one. Is Jon Stewart threatening your life? Are there other people threatening your life? Fuck Jon and fuck the others who want to threaten you. Not that I want to fuck them or want you to fuck them, just being literally figurative. Jon Stewart hasn't earned me and doesn't deserve me. He won't deserve me in this lifetime. He is just another retard Gadaffi who doesn't want to give up on his tyranny and terrorism. He won't prove anything if he threatens you or kills you. The crackhead with rabies. ............ Dale, I'm not saying too much about it but you better know I get hot and horny for you. I'm not sure what you're out for or up to, but I'm not denying my sex drive for you. muah!

smiles, waiting on Dale

lol. Dear Lord Baby Dale, please do not identify or compare yourself to the actual character, Jon, or Sam. If you are a sincere guilty association, yes, you still can't win. It was a funny flirt with you being the man with the blue beard to capture me, but you just can't tell a story that has never been made. (I dare you) I think it was a great thing that Coco did succeed in life. (of course I hadn't finished watching the movie at the time I was making comments). I know I don't really aspire to be a fashion designer. The crafter I am most likely wouldn't make her millions. I like the art of hand design, and if I did create and machine my own designs, it just wouldn't be the same hobby. I've always given myself the credit of knowing I make effort and try in the past several workplaces I have tried to work in. Different stories of different types of rejection that I am still too confident and proud for. I know the ways I have been rigged, wronged, lied about, and the times of no relevance. Dale, maybe you are my Superman. I just don't know if you really know what you need to save me from or how you are going to save me. When you are associated with Jon, Sam, and possibly others, I have no other choice but to doubt your ability. However, I don't fully or completely doubt you.