Thursday, April 24, 2014

Why You Still Don't Qualify as Superman

You're smart enough to recognize begging works a little, but it is just not going to work. You're too late to beg. If you must know what I think of Beyoncé, I do deny her and her sense of authority and her fascism as well. I was a fan of hers for awhile, but I am not on her side for several different reasons. Therefore, even though I'm shoved into a corner, I'm not choosing either of you. I AM STILL AS INDEPENDENT AS I WILL EVER BE. AND BEYONCE SHOULD KNOW THAT JUST BECAUSE A PERSON KNOWS THERE INDEPENDENT DOESN'T MEAN THEY ARE ALL HER "INDEPENDENT WOMAN" FOLLOWER. Women should know they can do it on their own and have their own credit. I know this is another attempted impossible trap and bondage game because if I am always going to be losing to a tyrant or treated as a slave.............. I'll keep dying alone or waiting for a different rescue or opportunity. Beyoncé does not qualify as Superman either.

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Keep thinking your nigger ass has what it takes

Jon, I still refuse to commit suicide and it is a promise that I will always refuse to commit suicide. I do not know why I am still alive. I just don't. I don't know whatever the hell people are waiting on. Personally, I know just how much of a morbid rabied man you are. You want me to suffer a long morbidly raped death. I can already tell. I don't know what other same men are in on your gang rape. I can already see some of your other nigger women. (Especially Kim, Stacy, and Trina). With the way my work history has been, it has seemed more than impossible to ever be saving for a car or house. So, do you know what my poor ass is going to do this year with the same small poor ass money that I get? Indulge x10. Yeah, you really taught me a lesson with bankruptcy alright and just how much more I need to be punished and live myself down YOU FUCKING NIGGER THAT HAS HAD ALL JOBS RIGGED AND LIVES TO HAVE ANY REASON TO PUNISH AND KEEP MY LIFE THREATENED AND IN FEAR YOU VIOLENT MORBID WORTHLESS NIGGER WHO THINKS HE CAN SUCCESSFULLY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THE NOTHING YOU WANT TO REDUCE ME TO. NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER. I am really going to make my indulgence noticeable. Of course I already know I will keep taking care of Mitzi enough (Keeping other social work gods dominantly mocked for the way they have never seen the obvious RAPE FOR WHAT IT HAS BEEN . Maybe I will get lucky and find the right kind of job. However, if it still is the same rigged shithole of a job that the niggers will probably keep wanting to put on me and wanting me to feel responsible, I AM GOING TO STAY INDULGENT NO MATTER WHAT. YOU CAN'T EFFECT MY SELF WORTH. YOUR AUTHORITY HAS NEVER HAD WHAT IT TAKES. YOU ARE SUCH A SICK MORBID MAN THAT I WILL KEEP HATING TO MY DEATH. I AM GOING TO EAT CAKE, ICE CREAM, AND CHOCOLATES IN FRONT OF EVERYONE, AND I AM STILL GOING TO WORK MY BUT OFF TO KEEP MY FIT BODY THAT I CAN RUB IN HOW WELL I KEEP TAKING CARE OF MYSELF. I AM GOING TO LOUNGE ON THE BEACH OR POOLS LIKE NO OTHER. I AM GOING TO TREAT MYSELF TO AT LEAST 3-5 MASSAGES THIS YEAR AND POSSIBLY THROW IN A PEDICURE OR FACIAL. I AM GOING TO KEEP RUBBING IN HOW LITTLE OTHER DOMINANT, AUTHORITATIVE PEOPLE MEAN TO ME. I AM GOING TO KEEP MAKING THE SICK JOKE OUT OF THEIR DOMINANCE THAT THEIR SICK FUCK SICK JOKE HAS ALWAYS BEEN. I AM GOING TO KEEP THE SAME PEOPLE MOCKED YEAR AFTER YEAR AFTER YEAR. DAYS GO BY AND BY AND BY AND BY AND I COULD NEVER BE ANY MORE INDULGENT WITH MY POOR ASS MONEY AS MUCH AS I CAN. You fucking low life nigger.